'Can't you make me feel alive'

I feel quite, alone at the moment.

'Becoming a bitch is not what I got into this for'

Ok so I have decided I am totally sick and tired of all these pathetic little bitchy fights people seem to be having, Like serously we are 16!!!!!! GROW UP!
Maybe its because I'm not surrounding by all these MGS people every day so I have a different view on things and can see how pathetic it is. And Hagley has made me grow up a bit.
I know I used to have these stupid little fights but I have realised how pathetic they are. If someone says something that annoys you or does something to piss you TELL THEM, dont bitch about it with other people. It all just ends up in this vicious bitchy cycle.
ARGHH so thats whats annoying me today.
Goodbye.

A thought...

Something all Christians probably have thought about and it was in our churches sermon this morning, its quite sad really.

'During a meeting, the speaker said 'Put up your hands at the back if you can't hear me'.' Uhh and how would this work?

So many people will never hear the word of God and I don't just mean people in third world countries (And that asshole in Auckland who said Auckland without electricity was like living in a third world county infuriates me!) I have friends who have never been told about God, proabably never will because of the family they have been brought up in. I know we are meant to spread the word but I never really know how or that im the right person to do it.

Theres a guy at Hagley who a few weeks ago was in the library (where we hang out cos we are SOO cool xD) And he stayed their throughout morning tea, our break period and lunch, so 2 and a half hours or so. Whenever somebody would sit at his table, he would tell them his testimony, how he became a Christian and evverything! And these people were STRANGERS to him and I could tell they weren't interested at all. I think this is so totally over the top. Sure mention God but don't give people an hour speech on Him. I don't even know how to really bring it up with good friends of mine who havn't really learnt about God. I try to let God 'shine' through me i suppose? I try to do the right thing, though of course people who arn't Christians do the right thing to, so whats that showing?? I talk about Church around them, but my church isn't the kind of place a lot of my friends would find interesting, Ive grown up with it so I love it. Hmm I don't know. I think I need to try harder. And thats pretty much what I've been thinking about today.

Hmm i think I did a pretty crap job at trying to explain myself, maybe this is why I dont blog about meaningful things to much xD.

=)

God Bless xxx