Wow, screw my last post. Cos this has been the shittiest (thats a word) of days in a looong time. I don't like being sad, but stuffs happened. Stuff I can't even begin to explain. And it wasn't really till today that things hit me.
Meh, so today was a terrible terrible day, just like the weekend. I can't put into words whats happened, even to my close friends...I don't want to talk to people, which is odd cos I usually tell my friends EVERYTHING, well not everything, but you know what I mean.
Cindy asked me a millions times today what was wrong, I didn't tell her anything, I just left the class. I told Aimee part of it, but couldn't explain anything Really. Lol one person went all day talking to me and didn't even realise I was upset, take a guess who! I don't want to go to school, but I don't want to stay at home, I hate faking it, but I hate being by myself, I like to be surrounded by people so I can just merge into the background. Which would of been easy at the beginning of this term, but I have friends, good friends at school now so its kind of difficult. Arghhh. I can't win.
I just want to be happy and forget everything thats happened, is that to much to ask?
Diese eine liebe
1 year ago
