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Do you know what REALLY pisses me off? People who tell me one thing, then tell someone else something different! If you don't like someone who I ask your opinion on, don't tell me what I want to hear and then go tell others you don't like them, just tell me the damn truth!! Fricking hell I am furious at the moment. Don't tell me something is a good idea then go tell others that its terrible and I shouldn't do it. Tell it to my face. I am SO sick of all the back-stabbing and lying.
Btw i am not just talking about Hagley friends this is about longer friends to, friends who I really trust.
Just tell me the truth, please thats all I ask.

'Sweet surprise I could get used to, unusual you'

So I am incredibly happy at the moment, well over the last few weeks. But 3 of my closest school friends just have me totally confused and some of them are lying, but I trust them all so how the hell am I meant to know what the truth is :S. All I know is that Heydn and I's relationship has been the talk of a few people and its really pissing me off. I hate being talked about, Its private and if I tell you something I don't expect you to go blabbing it to everyone! Your meant to be my friends. One person tells me one thing blaming it on someone else, then they blame it on someone etc. I only want friends I can trust. I absolutly hate being angry at people too, I just want everyone to be happy, so I wish they'd all just sort their shit out and leave Heydn and I ALONE.
Anyway, all I'll say is I never thought I'd find someone so flipping perfect for me, I havn't been this happy in a long time. I really can't believe it :).

'I don't know how it gets better then this'

Well, lots has been going on hehe I am SOO happy :). But peoples opinions are still bugging me. Half of my friends don't agree with a decision i've made, but I mean, if you can't support me then your obviously not really my friend are you?
Its my own business. I want to be with Heydn, nothing anybody says is going to change my mind.
So holidays have been really really good! Been socialising like every single day but thats been fun!! Heather was up :D Did some shopping and we hung with Heydn and Jaine one day hehe.
Annd next week i get to see some friends i havn't seen in ages! Cant wait! I miss Jo and Siobhan though!! Its sooo wierd them not being here! But they are having an amazing time. And Aimee is back tomorrow which is good yaay! Ima go meet her at the airport =)

'You lift my feet off the ground,
Spin me around,
You make me crazier, crazier
Feels like I'm fallin,
And I'm lost in your eyes,
You make me crazier, crazier, crazier'