Hmm my little rant xD

You know when, you've had a lot going on over the period of a few months or so and its all just gone by so quick, then you take a look back and you think 'Did I really like how I handled that?' 'Is my head/heart really in the right place?' or even 'Do I really like how I've turned out?' because of things that have been going on. Hmm these are some of the questions that have been going through my mind. A lot of my days seem to merge into one another with not much purpose, I've kind of lost exactly what I'd planned to do this year, but thats ok, I have over 6 months to get back on track and sort my life out, if that is possible.
Then there are people who you absolutly love having as your friends and you are so grateful yet you wonder if they really care about you. Even if I complain about someone, I do love them, all my friends are AMAZING people but a few of them who said they had 2 keep in touch with me and I've TRIED but they really don't seem to care anymore. Why not? Why why WHY??? ARGH it makes me so angry, they go on I dont make an effort yet IM always the one trying to organise things. I have to txt first, i have to make the plans, I have to talk first on facebook etc, Why the hell don't they care anymore!!
Hmm this blog didn't turn out the way I planned it to, but I am just so annoyed! If some people want to stay friends, they really need to start Acting like they want 2 be friends!

I <3 Julia, Jo, Heather, Siobhan and Roseanna, you guys are AMAZING! And I just want you guys to know how much I appreciate you all and how fantastic you are :D xx