A thought...

Something all Christians probably have thought about and it was in our churches sermon this morning, its quite sad really.

'During a meeting, the speaker said 'Put up your hands at the back if you can't hear me'.' Uhh and how would this work?

So many people will never hear the word of God and I don't just mean people in third world countries (And that asshole in Auckland who said Auckland without electricity was like living in a third world county infuriates me!) I have friends who have never been told about God, proabably never will because of the family they have been brought up in. I know we are meant to spread the word but I never really know how or that im the right person to do it.

Theres a guy at Hagley who a few weeks ago was in the library (where we hang out cos we are SOO cool xD) And he stayed their throughout morning tea, our break period and lunch, so 2 and a half hours or so. Whenever somebody would sit at his table, he would tell them his testimony, how he became a Christian and evverything! And these people were STRANGERS to him and I could tell they weren't interested at all. I think this is so totally over the top. Sure mention God but don't give people an hour speech on Him. I don't even know how to really bring it up with good friends of mine who havn't really learnt about God. I try to let God 'shine' through me i suppose? I try to do the right thing, though of course people who arn't Christians do the right thing to, so whats that showing?? I talk about Church around them, but my church isn't the kind of place a lot of my friends would find interesting, Ive grown up with it so I love it. Hmm I don't know. I think I need to try harder. And thats pretty much what I've been thinking about today.

Hmm i think I did a pretty crap job at trying to explain myself, maybe this is why I dont blog about meaningful things to much xD.

=)

God Bless xxx

Ughh

I have NOT changed. I may swear a little more, but i kinda forget about it when im around people who swear regurally INCLUDING teachers. I think i talk a little more, is that such a bad thing? and Im a little more confident about myself THATS GOOD so people stop saying i've changed ARGHHHHH.

Songs

Lie To Me
Tell me another lie,
I dont wanna know what I know to be true,
What i need you to do, tell me another lie
Lie to me, Lie to Me, Lie to me please

Do You
YOu probably dont care what I have to say
But its been heavy on my mind for months now
Guess im just trying to clear some mental space.
I would love to talk to you in person,
but I understand why that can't be.
I'll leave you alone for good I promise
If you answer this 1 question for me,
I just wonder,
Do you ever, think of me? Anymore? Do You?

Time
In the time, it would take,
for you to learn from your mistakes
In the time, it would take,
to dial the phone
In the time, it would take,
for you to realise his greatness,
He'll be gone, he's moved on,
to someone who takes the time.

Crazy Times!

Ok its working again and since so much is changing I'ma blog.

New school and omg its so completely different and I'm pretty scared. I have hardly talked to ANYONE except Hannah and Grace so far...I'm quite worried I'm not going 2 make friends, but Hannah says we will...in a few weeks.

And there is going to be so much work. Whoever goes on that Hagley is a school for lazy asses who want to just bunk have no idea, its just like a normal school work wise, cept we can get a lot more credits then you can at Middleton.
Dance is going to be TUFF, our teacher doesn't like hip hop which kinda sucks but o well, we are performing to an audience THIS TERM and doing solo choreography for 6 credits THIS TERM. Eeeeek. But everyone does seem really nice which is great and the teachers seem MUCH friendlier then at Middleton, but its early days.

I am not keeping in touch with half the people i wanted to, BUT i did think maybe some people would ask how its going or something, hello bebo, txt what use is this stuff then?, Only circle people seem to be keeping in touch, and i thought i had a lot of friends outside that, but obviously not really ughh.
And then theres a 'friend' outside of school (well outside my old skwl xDD),gosh I'm so sad/angry/annoyed it ended like this but i suppose it had to.



'I don't wanna dream about, all the things that never were, maybe I can live without, When I'm out from under, I don't wanna feel the pain, What good would it do me now, I'll get it all figured out, When I'm out from under.'

Silly Internet

4 Some reason it wont let me view my blog, so im done. Until i figure out why.

heheh

Havnt blogged in a loong time! Pretty over it. Went to Addington races today, that was fun. Been upset 4 the 1st time in a loooong time this wk over somebody but o well, im pretty over it now, i dont need her even if she seems 2 need me. Sams tomorrow, that'll b awsome!!!! And i know what im doing 4 Jo's bday pressie hehe so exciting. And OMG im seeing dad in like 2wks, bt its the same time as Jo's bday which SUXXX bt hopefuly everything will sort out. Im going 2 my uncles wedding and i get 2 see my lil bro and sis hehe im excited =)
Anyway that is my life.
Hagley next wk and im scared shitless but i hope it'll all go ok, I hope...

Love xxx

Boooring

Im so over posting blogs, there are things ive typed which I wish I hadn't. I don't have much 2 say anyway because if i was to talk about what I've been doing, people would stop me, they've done it before and they'll do it again.
So im not going 2 say anything anymore =]
And nobody will ever find out, though they might notice a change.
mwhahaha
heheheh
Love You all, Goodbye,
xxxxx