Ughh

I have NOT changed. I may swear a little more, but i kinda forget about it when im around people who swear regurally INCLUDING teachers. I think i talk a little more, is that such a bad thing? and Im a little more confident about myself THATS GOOD so people stop saying i've changed ARGHHHHH.

Songs

Lie To Me
Tell me another lie,
I dont wanna know what I know to be true,
What i need you to do, tell me another lie
Lie to me, Lie to Me, Lie to me please

Do You
YOu probably dont care what I have to say
But its been heavy on my mind for months now
Guess im just trying to clear some mental space.
I would love to talk to you in person,
but I understand why that can't be.
I'll leave you alone for good I promise
If you answer this 1 question for me,
I just wonder,
Do you ever, think of me? Anymore? Do You?

Time
In the time, it would take,
for you to learn from your mistakes
In the time, it would take,
to dial the phone
In the time, it would take,
for you to realise his greatness,
He'll be gone, he's moved on,
to someone who takes the time.

Crazy Times!

Ok its working again and since so much is changing I'ma blog.

New school and omg its so completely different and I'm pretty scared. I have hardly talked to ANYONE except Hannah and Grace so far...I'm quite worried I'm not going 2 make friends, but Hannah says we will...in a few weeks.

And there is going to be so much work. Whoever goes on that Hagley is a school for lazy asses who want to just bunk have no idea, its just like a normal school work wise, cept we can get a lot more credits then you can at Middleton.
Dance is going to be TUFF, our teacher doesn't like hip hop which kinda sucks but o well, we are performing to an audience THIS TERM and doing solo choreography for 6 credits THIS TERM. Eeeeek. But everyone does seem really nice which is great and the teachers seem MUCH friendlier then at Middleton, but its early days.

I am not keeping in touch with half the people i wanted to, BUT i did think maybe some people would ask how its going or something, hello bebo, txt what use is this stuff then?, Only circle people seem to be keeping in touch, and i thought i had a lot of friends outside that, but obviously not really ughh.
And then theres a 'friend' outside of school (well outside my old skwl xDD),gosh I'm so sad/angry/annoyed it ended like this but i suppose it had to.



'I don't wanna dream about, all the things that never were, maybe I can live without, When I'm out from under, I don't wanna feel the pain, What good would it do me now, I'll get it all figured out, When I'm out from under.'

Silly Internet

4 Some reason it wont let me view my blog, so im done. Until i figure out why.

heheh

Havnt blogged in a loong time! Pretty over it. Went to Addington races today, that was fun. Been upset 4 the 1st time in a loooong time this wk over somebody but o well, im pretty over it now, i dont need her even if she seems 2 need me. Sams tomorrow, that'll b awsome!!!! And i know what im doing 4 Jo's bday pressie hehe so exciting. And OMG im seeing dad in like 2wks, bt its the same time as Jo's bday which SUXXX bt hopefuly everything will sort out. Im going 2 my uncles wedding and i get 2 see my lil bro and sis hehe im excited =)
Anyway that is my life.
Hagley next wk and im scared shitless but i hope it'll all go ok, I hope...

Love xxx

Boooring

Im so over posting blogs, there are things ive typed which I wish I hadn't. I don't have much 2 say anyway because if i was to talk about what I've been doing, people would stop me, they've done it before and they'll do it again.
So im not going 2 say anything anymore =]
And nobody will ever find out, though they might notice a change.
mwhahaha
heheheh
Love You all, Goodbye,
xxxxx

'Straitjacket Feeling'

Lots to say, don't really know where to start. So not gunna say much
Im losing some friends and they're friends I've had for a long time
And so im sad.
Rawrrr and angry, cos I don't know what I did wrong!!