'I don't know how it gets better then this'

Well, lots has been going on hehe I am SOO happy :). But peoples opinions are still bugging me. Half of my friends don't agree with a decision i've made, but I mean, if you can't support me then your obviously not really my friend are you?
Its my own business. I want to be with Heydn, nothing anybody says is going to change my mind.
So holidays have been really really good! Been socialising like every single day but thats been fun!! Heather was up :D Did some shopping and we hung with Heydn and Jaine one day hehe.
Annd next week i get to see some friends i havn't seen in ages! Cant wait! I miss Jo and Siobhan though!! Its sooo wierd them not being here! But they are having an amazing time. And Aimee is back tomorrow which is good yaay! Ima go meet her at the airport =)

'You lift my feet off the ground,
Spin me around,
You make me crazier, crazier
Feels like I'm fallin,
And I'm lost in your eyes,
You make me crazier, crazier, crazier'

Happy Happy Happy

Hehehe I am on a like permanent high today, pretty damn happy lol =). Hmm Guess why? I can't wait, but I am also Really really nervous, but it should be exciting. And if it doesn't work out, o well, I'll move on xD.
Anyway, the only down side is I can't sleep, I never have trouble sleeping nowdays yet last night it took me forevver to get to sleep and this morning I woke at 6.20am =( And I didn't even have school till 10!!
Hmm but I don't mind to much lol =)

Yaaay

Heya, things are A LOT better than last week and i'm very happy.
My birthday is in 2 weeks yay :D
Im giving up on guys
who needs them!
And friends who just want to be your friend when it suits them, I have a few of those.
And people trying to control things that have nothing to do with them.
Pretty much =)

'Show me how to lie, your getting better every time'

'Sorry I couldnt be your angel'

Love this song 'Sorry that I couldn't wear your halo, halo, halo. Sorry that I couldn't be your angel.' Its so sweet but sad!!
Anyway im happy with things at the moment. Except I know lots of my friends arn't, which is sad =(. Though I feel like nobody really wants to talk to me about things going on. There are other people they can talk to now so they don't tell me much at all. Just have to put up with it, just wierd as I'm used to helping people with things, though I suppose peoples problems are just so huge now, it wouldn't work anyway.
I love all you guys, every single one of my friends and I hope everyone is doing ok <3333
Im dreading school, but can't WAIT to get to Hagley, I'm SO excited :D


Love x

'Be patient with me, babe I'm just tryin' to make my way (oh)
I'm not a superhero Sorry i couldn't save the day (ah)
Believe me when i say

That i'm sorry i couldn't wear your Halo, halo, halo, halo
Sorry i couldn't be your Angel, angel, angel, angel
I'm sorry i couldn't wear your Halo, halo, halo, halo,
oh no I was with him but i guess i wasn't able
I'm sorry i couldn't wear your halo Halo, halo'

To Happy? Nooo!

I am feeling FANTASTIC.
How could a short 20minutes make me feel so Happy and Great? =)
I feel like its closed the situation...it makes me feel like i don't have to worry about anything to do with him again...and i am so so so so glad after all this time things are ok! I wouldn't of been suprised if he didn't speak to me again, but he did! And more than 2 words. He could of just ignored me...I wouldn't of really minded, but i am SO happy he talked, and I talked
OMG I havn't been this happy in so long :D :D :D
i feel fantastic
I hope everyone else is feeling good =) I just wanna share my love around xD
Im feeling so random....
hehehehe =)