Yaaay

Heya, things are A LOT better than last week and i'm very happy.
My birthday is in 2 weeks yay :D
Im giving up on guys
who needs them!
And friends who just want to be your friend when it suits them, I have a few of those.
And people trying to control things that have nothing to do with them.
Pretty much =)

'Show me how to lie, your getting better every time'

Apricots

I hate change =(
I miss the people my friends were...
I dont want these new people who say they are my friends....
And that was a generalisation im not saying everyones changed.
Its just everyone growing up blah blah, i know, but i hate it =(
And I feel so lonely...even though i have lots of people who i know love me.
Its just all these Secrets and things i cant tell people
And all the things people cant tell me
It makes a friendship seem worthless.
Friends should be people you can tell anything to....
>;(
Im so confused!
And SO sick of school...I dont have the energy
My iron ruins everything
and this being sick, being ok, being sick everyday....
I just about passed out last night with julia and shonaugh...that was creepy...
Anyway thats about it!

Secrets...

How many times have people said 'k i'll tell you, but don't tell anyone!' or something along those lines! A LOT! Why do we tell people things we know we shouldnt? We all do it. We think we are telling our friends a secret, then they go and tell someone and tell them not to tell anyone...then that person does the same thing. Certain types of secrets people keep, but usually if its something about somebody they go and tell a mate...Its crazy! I feel like I can't safely say things to friends, because then everybody will find out, thats not how friendships are meant to work is it? No. I've heard so many things recently about certain people that I know people shouldn't of told me. Then you want 2 do something about it....but you can't because nobody is meant to know you know. Its confusing. I don't like secrets...

Blogger? Hmm Maybe

I am new to this...I don't really have any idea what I'm doing. But I saw other peoples blogs and decided I might as well make one. Not guaranteeing that I will use this much or it will be interesting. I'm going to try though, its so much easier writing down things then saying.

So my day? It was interesting...Failed biblical studies xD It seems like lots did though so yeah, I reallly dont wanna go 2 the resit tomorrow, I don't know wether its compulsory or not? but i really really dont wanna go...I could just 'forget'.

I think ive figured out all this silly friendship problems Ive been having with people...Ive learnt that I just need 2 b more easy going about things, not stress out so much. Cos im getting stress headaches again, partly cos of friends and partly cos of school work, thats nobody elses fault, just mine, but yeah i need to sort that out!

Anyways, Annabelles birthday tomrrow! I need to get her something...Im not sure what though... ice skating with her and others on Saturday... shall be fun, though ive actually never ice skated before, so that could be interesting...
Then its Blairs birthday, then its Hannahs! and we are actually really broke, i dont know what I'll do for presents...but i shall sort something out :D

Anyway, I think thats enough babbling for one day, I'ma try and see what i can do with my profile and stuff now, then Ima go to bed, i am sooo tired!
xxx