Apricots

I hate change =(
I miss the people my friends were...
I dont want these new people who say they are my friends....
And that was a generalisation im not saying everyones changed.
Its just everyone growing up blah blah, i know, but i hate it =(
And I feel so lonely...even though i have lots of people who i know love me.
Its just all these Secrets and things i cant tell people
And all the things people cant tell me
It makes a friendship seem worthless.
Friends should be people you can tell anything to....
>;(
Im so confused!
And SO sick of school...I dont have the energy
My iron ruins everything
and this being sick, being ok, being sick everyday....
I just about passed out last night with julia and shonaugh...that was creepy...
Anyway thats about it!