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I have been SO slack over the long weekend, its been a fantastic weekend, but I have eaten so much and excercised so little EEEEK, I feel gross.
What did i have on Friday?
No breakfast, because i had 2 fast before i had a blood test
2nd last day of the entertainment book so mum and i had lunch out - Burger King
Then went to the airport 2 see my Auntie cos she'd just got back from Rome (xD) - had cake and iced chocolate (saw Siobhan leaving for Queenstown! hehe)
Then felt sick later, so didnt have dinner...
Then Jo came over and we were watching movies so we just had junk food
WORST food in a day ive ever had lol
I was a bit better the next few days
But i feel like a PIG >;(
But a happy pig, because my weekend was AWSOME
Yeah i dont really know what else 2 say....
School tomorrow NOOOO!

Silly Silly Girl...

I did a VERY stupid thing at lunchtime...I know I shouldn't of...but I did, it was something I promised myself I would stop doing and i hadnt done it since our 1st Christian Focus day...
I think Julia knows what I did...well shes the only 1 who knows I used 2 do it...she knows what I'm like afterwards. Anyway I hope I didn't come across as 2 depressed at lunch today because of that. Hmm Blairs the only 1 who knows my blog so did i seem normal Blair? MEHH IM SO STUPID! Im very angry at myself, I don't like telling everyone 'yeah i'm fine!' because I hate lying so much...but I can't tell people, because 1. I don't want 2 tell, because they'll think im stupid or something and 2. if i tell anyone I'd come across as attention seeking, which i deffiantly don't want,even though i dont see how its attention seeking, but other people think that so WHATEVER... RAWWWR Im so angry.
Home alone...Dunno what to do...
I should phone Annika! I havnt talked to her in ages...
I should excercise...havn't been doing enough
I should do homework...but I really don't want to...
Lots of things I should do, but I dont want 2 do anything!
I want 2 sleep and not, not wake up...but just sleep until i can sort things out... get my head straight...But I can't. (if that made any sense i dont know!)

Hmm Yeahh Well thats all!

:S

I feel ughh silly sitting here in front of the computer. why? i should be exercising, but I cant... cos i hurt my leg >;(. annnd ive pigged out all afternoon because there was a Gluten Free expo on! I couldnt believe how many people were there...apparently there'd been over 2000 people there! Its such a common disease now! Crazzy stuff. Anyway, that unhealthy food makes me feel worse.
and im not that happy and i dont know why! I should be happy. What the fuck do i have 2 be unhappy about?!

Hmmm maybe not the best time to blog...maybe later =)
I shall just go and calm myself down by listening to some music...