Yaaay

Heya, things are A LOT better than last week and i'm very happy.
My birthday is in 2 weeks yay :D
Im giving up on guys
who needs them!
And friends who just want to be your friend when it suits them, I have a few of those.
And people trying to control things that have nothing to do with them.
Pretty much =)

'Show me how to lie, your getting better every time'

Worst Day

Today was one of the most terribilest terrible days in a long time.
Dont fucking sit right next to me, talking to someone else about something im 'not allowed to find out about' and say to my face im not allowed to know because it could hurt me or whatever, but then keep talking about it to someone else
TWICE IN TWO HOURS.
For fuck sake that pissed me off.
And who it was about didn't even mind telling me anyway, even though it may of hurt, just a little.
At least I have Emily, Caitlin & Fliss to go to if people are fucking me off.

I hope nobody reads this, I don't think anyone does anyway thank goodness, but whatever.

CANT WAIT TO LEAVE AND GO TO HAGLEY
Gosh im glad im leaving.

Goal: To stop spreading secrets, cos even though I didn't today, I know sometimes I do just like everyone else, but spreading private stuff hurts and if i stop, well thats one less person gossiping.

Hmm that was my vent.

I think

I think im losing her.
-Have to stop trying to solve peoples problems because now I'm losing a best mate.
ARGHHH

'Sorry I couldnt be your angel'

Love this song 'Sorry that I couldn't wear your halo, halo, halo. Sorry that I couldn't be your angel.' Its so sweet but sad!!
Anyway im happy with things at the moment. Except I know lots of my friends arn't, which is sad =(. Though I feel like nobody really wants to talk to me about things going on. There are other people they can talk to now so they don't tell me much at all. Just have to put up with it, just wierd as I'm used to helping people with things, though I suppose peoples problems are just so huge now, it wouldn't work anyway.
I love all you guys, every single one of my friends and I hope everyone is doing ok <3333
Im dreading school, but can't WAIT to get to Hagley, I'm SO excited :D


Love x

'Be patient with me, babe I'm just tryin' to make my way (oh)
I'm not a superhero Sorry i couldn't save the day (ah)
Believe me when i say

That i'm sorry i couldn't wear your Halo, halo, halo, halo
Sorry i couldn't be your Angel, angel, angel, angel
I'm sorry i couldn't wear your Halo, halo, halo, halo,
oh no I was with him but i guess i wasn't able
I'm sorry i couldn't wear your halo Halo, halo'

Ugh

If there is one thing that makes you feel fat, its spending a day around lots of thin, tiny girls at the Irish Dance Nationals.
Argh.

'Keeps Getting Better'

I'm feeling somthing I havnt felt in a looong time (That wasnt meant 2 sound sick by the way) It makes me very happy, but also a bit lost on confused...I don't know what to do. And I don't know who to talk to...I want to talk to someone different! A new perspective on things would be really nice.

I have no more braces YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY, got them off like 3 days ago, that was pretty exciting!

Hagley! Is also something im excited about...don't really have a reason not to go unless that something that I hope happens does happen. But since people may read my blog if they are veeeery bored then I cant say what that something is!! Anyway so Hagley, yay, fresh start! But to go I need to be more outgoing, i have been so boring lately I need to become more friendly and stuff, so hopefully! :)
So pretty much, Holidays now YAAAY.
xxxx

Rawwwr

So today, I was very pissed off at some people.
Some people are so selfish.
ARGHHHHH
>;(