heheh

Havnt blogged in a loong time! Pretty over it. Went to Addington races today, that was fun. Been upset 4 the 1st time in a loooong time this wk over somebody but o well, im pretty over it now, i dont need her even if she seems 2 need me. Sams tomorrow, that'll b awsome!!!! And i know what im doing 4 Jo's bday pressie hehe so exciting. And OMG im seeing dad in like 2wks, bt its the same time as Jo's bday which SUXXX bt hopefuly everything will sort out. Im going 2 my uncles wedding and i get 2 see my lil bro and sis hehe im excited =)
Anyway that is my life.
Hagley next wk and im scared shitless but i hope it'll all go ok, I hope...

Love xxx

Boooring

Im so over posting blogs, there are things ive typed which I wish I hadn't. I don't have much 2 say anyway because if i was to talk about what I've been doing, people would stop me, they've done it before and they'll do it again.
So im not going 2 say anything anymore =]
And nobody will ever find out, though they might notice a change.
mwhahaha
heheheh
Love You all, Goodbye,
xxxxx

'Straitjacket Feeling'

Lots to say, don't really know where to start. So not gunna say much
Im losing some friends and they're friends I've had for a long time
And so im sad.
Rawrrr and angry, cos I don't know what I did wrong!!

hahah

do u know whats funny?
Paris Hilton's new single.
It seems they got someone new to sing this song for her compared to her last album cos 'paris' sounds completly different.
anyway
xxx

'If your too nice you loose'

I miss Hanisi lots =(
Wanna talk to her.
Arghhhhh.
xxxx

Yaaay

Heya, things are A LOT better than last week and i'm very happy.
My birthday is in 2 weeks yay :D
Im giving up on guys
who needs them!
And friends who just want to be your friend when it suits them, I have a few of those.
And people trying to control things that have nothing to do with them.
Pretty much =)

'Show me how to lie, your getting better every time'

Worst Day

Today was one of the most terribilest terrible days in a long time.
Dont fucking sit right next to me, talking to someone else about something im 'not allowed to find out about' and say to my face im not allowed to know because it could hurt me or whatever, but then keep talking about it to someone else
TWICE IN TWO HOURS.
For fuck sake that pissed me off.
And who it was about didn't even mind telling me anyway, even though it may of hurt, just a little.
At least I have Emily, Caitlin & Fliss to go to if people are fucking me off.

I hope nobody reads this, I don't think anyone does anyway thank goodness, but whatever.

CANT WAIT TO LEAVE AND GO TO HAGLEY
Gosh im glad im leaving.

Goal: To stop spreading secrets, cos even though I didn't today, I know sometimes I do just like everyone else, but spreading private stuff hurts and if i stop, well thats one less person gossiping.

Hmm that was my vent.